Wednesday...

is already Wednesday... recalling what i have done for the past 2 days
not very interesting... work, sleep, work , sleep....
hope i can have a more interesting days ahead...

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Raining day...

is a raining day...
today seem to be so peaceful, i dont know why
maybe is because of the rain or maybe is within mi...

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start of the week...

is the beginning of the week again...
since i have wasted the previous week regainning my power
this week i gotta work hard...

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quote of the day...

My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny.
- Elaine Maxwell -

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Attitude Quotes...

The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.
- M.Scott Peck -

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learn to let go...

is love that hard to let go?
if you know the person you love dont have any feeling for you at all
will you still pester on...
why not learn to let go, both will be happy and friendships still remains...
if you cant be lover then be a good friend

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time flies...

i begin to realise that time really flies...
is already Thursday and it seem to mi like yesterday was onli Monday...
maybe is because that i jus found my plug to the power socket...

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disappointed...

was on the bus going to work...and the bus was filled with noises by onli 3 young teenages
i was thinking why are young teenages nowadays cant behave like we use to be in out teenage times. i was somehow disappointed, is it due the education now or is jus the parents dont simply care...

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tuesday...

what a tuesday!
when i was crossing the road to reach my work place, the rain suddenly pours...
i was almost soaked! What a day to start wif...
Wonder this rain was washing my bad luck or good ones...

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Still OFF...

Back to work but realised that my brain is still OFF...
cant find the power ON button so what you expect mi to do...
hopefully my brain will self start...

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power off...

after 3 weeks of holiday camp, my brain is kinda power off...

today, im spent my day totally meaningless
nothing is been process in my mind...
thinking of going back to my stressed working life
i am speechless...

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keep my distances...

I knew that i dont stand a chance, so i kept my distances...
should i carry on or should i let go
will it be good or will it be not
it doesnt matters, cos is all i wanna do...
am i wasting my time or am i holding too tight
is jus the way i somehow reacted
maybe i should learn my lessons and stop the dream from going on...

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ended or beginning...

finally my In Camp Training ended,
it isnt tough at all, as alot people did asked about it...
is more like a holiday camp to mi, at least im able to escape from my work stress.
spending the 3 weeks are so relaxing and enjoying...

BUT, Monday is the day i gotta face it again...hopefully i dont get much stress.
Good luck to mi!

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friendship...

friendship; how do you measure it?
by years you known?
by how well you knew each other?
by how much you shared?
Or do you ever measured your friendship?

Maybe i should ask:
What is friendship...

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wasted?...

looking out of my window, the sky is getting darker every seconds,
thinking by myself what have i done today...

morning:- 0933
did some cleaning and tidying up my room, helped on some housework...
chatting in MSN wif 2 friends...

noon:- 1200
still chatting wif my 2 friends...rubbishes are what we shared...

late noon:- 1600
jus ended my chat wif the same 2 friends...then watched some TV programmes
thinking of it, i jus wasted my time like that...*sigh
but afterall i should be resting and relaxing anyway, since i've been so stressed up by my job...

evening:- 1800
finished my dinner...watched some TV programmes
updating my Blog...

now what should i be doing next, at least for mi to spend my time more worthy...
think maybe i shall read a book and listen to the cds i jus bought 2 days ago...

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She...

She may be the onli one I ever need
Except that she is now wif another kidz
Loving her secretly was not that sweet
In my mind I have feel the heat
Not knowing of what she may thinks
Alone I stay and continue my dream...

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bored...

Went though one of my buddies Blog (http://paranormalz.blogspot.com). Find it kinda interesting specially when you are too bored, did bring back some of the memories he mentioned... keep it up bro!

Should say he was the 1st few who intro mi to Blog and even ask mi to create mine. At that time, i was thinking what am i going to post on my Blog? and i quite weak in my language... Is been more than a yr he intro mi to Blog... now i feel it quite useful, especially when you have nothing to do and too much time to spare. The most important was that i can let out anything even when there is no one there to lend a ear.

Now im using this Blog to share how i feeling towards things that around mi- loves, friendships, personal... indeed is a good way to release some stress. The onli things is how often will i update my post...

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It HURTS!

Have you ever been blame on something you have never done by your most trusted & most cared person?? How do you feel...are you disappointed...? are you hurt...?

It really HURTS... someone you care & trust,someone you shared wif what you have, someone you known for more than 10 over yrs, someone you helped whenever he is in need, someone you treat him as your sibling, your brother...yet due to a small matter, he blame you!

You helped him when he say he needed helps for wooing a gal... he needed someone to entertain the gal's friends, he needed someone to make the time spent interesting... You didnt mind been a 'light bulb' between them, you didnt mind been a extra player, you didnt mind been a clown of the day, you didnt mind he remembered you when his gal was not there for him... jus becos he is your buddy, your brother...

When they had misunderstanding, you are always there to clear the doubt... When they have problems, you are always there to solve it for them... When they have quarrels, you are always there to be the middleman... When they have complaints wif each other, you are always there to lend them your ears...

You have done so much... but what have you benefits? Nothing, simply nothing... is all becos he is your brother...

But ended up you are blamed! Blamed that your words are too convincing,too powerful, leading his gal dont trust him, dont believe him... Is it the way it should be?

I dont understand... you dun need him to appreciate what you have done for him but why are you been blamed when something goes wrong?

Will you forgive him if he asked someone else to apologise on his behalf? Will your relationship wif him still be as good as before? Will you pretend that nothing have happened? Will you jus walk away quietly?

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You...

Talkin to you made my life fill wif joy...

Missing you fills up my emptyness mind.
Letting you go hurts mi deep rite down...
But i still gotta let you leaves.
Cos I know you dun belong to mi...

you will come back if u belong to mi

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Sleepless NiteZ

The sound of the nite sky reminds mi that i'm alone by myself thinking of you... the crickets laugh at mi secretly and the nite breezes blow chilled wind to accompany mi, even the mosquitoes do their part by attacking and flying around mi. Why? Why am i always having sleepless nites? Am i torturing myself or heaven playing games on mi...

i will try to sleep again...

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let mi dream on

Something always wonder in my mind,
If that is you, i dont mind.
Lying on the beach in the nite,
Looking up on the dark dark sky,
You appeared beauitfully wif the stars.
Emotionally feeling so sweet from the start,
Gracefully moving closer for mi to touch,
Goes on and on, dont let my dreams stops...

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NewBie in the Blog!

I'm a newbie here so dun expect too much from me.
Hope i will improve day by day with the help from others.

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