im honour...

the dinner for my granny's birthday finally call it an end last night
everyone were well dressed, all are handsome and beauitful...
all relatives and invited guests gathered on the occassion,
is so happy to see everyone getting together...

im one of the busiest person during this event,
as for most of the guests and relatives known mi most
so i gotta help on the PRs
without fail the usual question 'POP' out again
i jus only replied with a smile
no trying to hide anything but jus didnt know how to answer...hee

of course, it keeps mi thinking
'YOU GUYS EXPECT SO MUCH IN ME,WHY?'
is that the main things you all concerns?
i laughed myself
at least i know that all of them cares for mi, im honoured
thanks!

- eGG -

same old question...

went to a praying session today of some traditional culture thingy
as usual all the relatives and those elders attended this event too
without fail their question remained the same old ones...
'WHEN R U GETTING MARRIED?'... 'DO U HAVE GIRLFRIEND?'...etc
and when i answered 'NO'...
the same old replies starts...
'WHY NO GIRLFRIEND?'... 'IS IT YOUR EXPECTATION TOO HIGH?'...
'DON'T LIE LAH...'
is it so hard to believe that im really single now or maybe from the years they have known mi?
sometimes i wonder ..do i have face that tells people that im happily in a relationship?
questions starts running wild in my head
'DID I DISAPPOINTED THEM...?'

- eGG -

catching back...

realised didnt made any post for quite sometimes..
is quite a drama in tis 2006..
still in the process of catching back from where i stopped..
hope i would get it done fast
as i have wasted too much time all the while

- eGG -

birth date

Your Birthdate: May 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

some test i took tat says about mi...

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (60%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness (53%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun. Extraversion (53%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.

Take Free Global Personality Test
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Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (36%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (56%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?
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Which Finding Nemo Character Are You?
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living standard

nowadays... lots of people are facing lots of problems
some refer as burdens...
the standrad of living keeps going up
but are all ready for it?
especially those low-income earners...
is very hard to cope with the living standard...
when is too much to handle
too high for them to survive...
is tat the way it should be
can it b avoided,
all everybody have to go thur it....

- eGG -

holiday season

everyone around me are going for holiday trip...
Japan, HongKong, Korea, blah blah blah...
how i wish that i can have my trip too...
but so many obstacles, so many burden, so many tots..
im still not getting anywhere....

- eGG -

cant be yours

knowing that she cant be yours
yet you still give your best effort to her
cause you are still hoping for the impossible...
is she that worth waiting for
or is just only one hand clapping...
the answer is always there
but is only that you are always running away from it...

- eGG -

play a game

i would like to play a game...
a game that requires more than one people
a game that requires an opposite sex
a game that requires alots of time
a game that requires commitments
a game that requires communication
a game that requires tolerance
a game that requires understanding
a game that requires attention
a game that requires patience
a game that requires forgiveness
a game that need care and concern
a game that from the bottom of your heart
a game that many think that they know how to play well

a game called L.O.V.E

- eGG -

thanks...

sometimes when i look up to the sky
i asked myself in my heart
"ARE YOU PLAYING A GAME ON ME?"
when im down, you cheered me with hopes
but when my hopes goes smooth
you start taking it away...
if you wanna take it away, why provide at the beginning
if you giving me the hope, why do you have to take it away
is it because that i dont deserve it?
or you regretted giving it to me?

maybe you are having good intention...
maybe you are training me to be a stonger person
whatever the reasons you may have
dont you think is too much at a time for me to take
is that the best way that you can train someone?
or that is the best way to torture me?

but i still have to thank you for giving it to me
whether the duration is long or short
cos i did gained some things from that
is all in my heart and memories...

THANK YOU

- eGG -

confident...

it take years to build up confident
but it takes only a single incident to lose it
if you are lack of confident
everythings seem impossible to acheive
but when you are too confident
everything seem too easy for you...

- eGG -

Back in Blogging...

Been so long without posting my Blog,
regardless if there no one viewing my Blog
i will still post whenever i have some tots...

- eGG -

will be back...

Not in the mood to post anything...
seem like is been a week that i didnt...
used to do it everyday expect weekends...
sigh... to much thing bothering me... arrrrrr!!
but.....i will be back

- eGG -

short week???

is a short week to mi...
cause there onli 3 working days...
and the 2 holidays are alternate...
Cheers... can rest

- eGG -

lighter...

feel lighter than before
not because i lose my weight...
is due to that i have let go some thoughts...
haha didnt realised that those thoughts weights...
anyway glad that i have drop it somewhere...

- eGG -

do you agreed

sometime think about it...
been alone isnt bad afterall...
sometimes really better to be alone
especially when you need some personal time...
dont you agreed...

- eGG -

everything is fine

went for checkup today...
cause feeling aches everywhere recently...
kinda feeling weaker and weaker...
lucky everything is fine...

- eGG -

didnt sleep well...

dont know why... maybe didnt sleep well last night...
i have all body aches this morning... still feeling the pain now...
ahhhhh...

- eGG -

learn to let go...

certain things isnt better when you get it...
sometimes is better to lose it than getting it...
have you had this incident before...
why not keep those happy memories and you get to recall it at a later time...
sometimes something are meant to let go...
so we should learn how to let go...

- eGG -

weekend...

is a friday morning...
some may be happy cause is weekend!
but to me is normal...
seriouly i dont have much activities during weekends
so i didnt really look forward to it...
that mi

- eGG -